crazy for you

you said i'm crazy, if i am i'm crazy for you.

--because i'm too crazy, too crazy for you.

a letter.

Jasmine Claire Jacobs,

you changed my life, and i would never forget that.

i know you absolutely hate it when I overwrite but i don't really care right now because this is probably going to be the last time i'm going to be telling you how much i love you so shut up and read it alright.

i remember all the songs you'd force me to listen, really, i do, no matter how many times i say i hate how you're irritating the shit out of me, i remember.
i remember all the notes you'd write for me, and i keep them, i keep them in a box that holds all my precious memories. but i also keep them closed inside my heart. you matter a lot.
i remember all the phone calls we make, how stupid they are, how foolish we are, because every phone call closed whatever physical distance that tried breaking us apart.

life without you would suck. but don't take that as me not wanting you to leave. i do, i really do, because that's what you need, a change. and as your best friend, i would support you wherever you are.

so good luck in life, and i hope i'd be the only Jake you'll ever know, the Jake that'd cheer you up, the Jake that you met and will always remember since fifth grade and the Jake that is your best friend. because you mean the whole world to me, and letting you go is hard, but letting you go is the only thing to do.

if sometimes you forget who you are, if sometimes you need a little hope; something to pick you up, read this letter and you'll know i'm with you and it doesn't matter even if we're a thousand miles apart because i'll still be with you.

and really, i remember all the time we spent, happy or not, because those times just brought us closer together.

love, and forever your best friend, Jake.

-Rae

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Inspired by: Where Are You Know - Honor Society
photos from deviantart, flickr, facebook.

different.

if it wasn't for you i would never be who i am, where are now?

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a different day

the sunrise sparkled

we were together

locked in each other's arms

and we kissed

the longest kiss

but it felt like only a blink went by


we stood silent
like candles that burned unending
not a flicker aroused
we glowed endlessly


a different night
fireflies in the garden
we danced, pranced
lived like the world never existed
and we kissed
a brief one
but it felt like the world had stopped forever
-Rae


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because in less than two weeks, it'd all be over.

Currently: have no life cos' I'm cooped up at home studying for shit. Yay.

hey, you, you've got an awesome taste in music.