it's you again, always you. you're so awesome luh. gorgeous and flawless. i can't stand how sars and i are always blatantly gawking at you. it's hilarious! but we do it anyway cos' with your face (and personality... don't really know what you're like but you seem really nice) deserve to have creepers like us, heh. since school is going to end officially i reckon i'll be doing something drastic and totally embarrassing, hoping that it'll all end well and we'll end up as friends and even more (baby you know what i mean). and if we do, you'll find out eventually that i've been a creeper from day one and feel (you better) immensely flattered to have a lover like me. okay, i need to stop fantasizing cos' this might end up going nowhere, operation down the rabbit hole might not work out and i will need to start digging my own hole to bury my shame in. seriously speaking though, you're hot. and i know this may sound pretty superficial but hey, if you're hot inside out then it'll all work out right! plus the fact that i think you're physically attractive while my friends dismiss my open proclamation means something right? i need to stop now because if i continue it will probably end up as a thesis about you.
only you baby, only you.
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How can you trust your feelings when they can just disappear like that?
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How can you trust your feelings when they can just disappear like that?
the quote from Blue Valentine left a deep impression on me. i mean, the theme of fleeting love ran throughout the film (almost said 'poem'). i know it's pretty ironic to place this after talking about attraction but yeah. i guess my answer would be that you it doesn't matter. i mean, trust is something so... intangible and abstract that there is no point in defining it. sure, it probably means 'faith in someone'. but what is 'faith'? which again, means 'belief', another abstract word. i suppose all you can do is just to go for it, regardless of what you trust. either it works out or it doesn't (wow, dr. phil). in the end as i'm always telling everyone, it's what happened, not what happens.
/end deep thought.
/end deep thought.
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