hi, i'm back.

and i feel like writing a personal post so yeah:


i think i'm depressed. like clinically depressed. idk why but i honestly feel so. i've never felt this dark before and i feel pretty much desensitised to the world around me. no, this is not a suicide post because i wouldn't even blog about killing myself (that is incredibly stupid if you ask me, all you do is stir shit up). but yeah, depressed. desensitized, hyposomnia, inertia, lack of hope, etc. in short i've been feeling incredibly tired of life.

that aside i've been doing well. posted to my new unit and it's quite an awesome place if you ask me, though it's at like telok blangah (but it's 3 busstops away from vivo and 10 mins by cab away from town). it has like gym facilities and a lot of food places so it never gets monotonous. orientation's boring but that's orientation for you. can't wait to start work officially (and also take leave). i can't wait for July (or August) actually; gonna go to melb with the Larry and Sarah.

so that's all... for now.