it was amazing how Jess was still alive. but it seems like as the days continue to die, a little part of my heart does too. i think my sanity is going. everyday, i hope she lives another day. but everyday, her pain gets worse. seeing her like that... it hurts. she no longer seems to be living, to be alive. and the only reason why she's still breathing is because it's what other people want. that's not living. i don't know what that is, but it's definitely not living.
i've been stealing sunsets for her. but i think it's time to confess. maybe it's time to grow up, i don't know. but one thing's for sure, i can tell. she wants to get those sunsets herself. and this desire is eating what's left of her.
i don't want her to be an empty shell.
-Remus, unedited.
No comments:
Post a Comment