i know it's alive

I'M SO FANGRY RIGHT NOW. i overslept for some reason and i really, really wanted to go to school today cos' i ironed my uniform BY MYSELF and WROTE (i usually type) 4 pages of lit essay for marking. UGHHH.
so today i will make the best of my time to study and exercise. but not right now. maybe at 1.

i came across this 'finding nemo' conspiracy and it sort of convinced me. apparently NEMO is OMEN spelt backwards and means 'no one' in latin. that explains its deformed fin. in reality, the eel killed marlin's entire family and not just his wife and the entire movie was merely marlin's imagination. he was chasing something which didn't exist.

OKAY ANYWAY, I WANT TO BE AN ALLSAINTS BOY.

http://www.allsaints.com/lookbook/mens/

the styles worn by the negro and the white guy with a buzzcut are amazing. but the clothes are all super expensive. can't stand it.

to get (or not if it's more than 40):

spring blaze, weave belt, cotton-polester shirts, more tailored shorts.
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i just want to plonk this here. been writing so much stuff about lover's relationships lately:

do you think he knows? do you think he knows that when he's out there swinging it with another girl, you're at home crying and screaming to yourself because you don't know what to do? do you think that he knows when he's at that girl's house fucking her -- having the best time of his life on a bed with a girl he's only known for a week, you're on your own bed thinking if life is even worth living anymore, if it's your fault for being so worthless to even keep him by your side.

of course he doesn't. of course he doesn't know that he's corroding you bit by bit till you're becoming nothing but an empty shell for him to fill when he feels the need to return to you. if he does then he wouldn't be out there with her, wouldn't he? if he does then you wouldn't be in this depressed, broken state that you're in right now.

give him up.

inspiration:

Metric - Collect Call.